One minute I am so excited to tell my friends and family about my plans for Nicaragua, and the next I feel like I'm going to snap if I get one more question about it! I swear, I thought I was moody before! :) So first, a big thank you to those who are having to put up with my moodiness...especially my mother! We're now on day...something, two weeks in let's just say, of our amazing vacation. We've seen so many things and people that are dear to us and so much fun! I feel SO blessed to be able to have this time. I am excited to see everyone back home when I finally do come back sometime next week, but I am sad to see this trip end.
It's so weird because this trip sort of marked "the change" in my life when I was planning on moving down here to San Diego where I am currently at, and now I'm headed back up to Anaheim again tomorrow to start our trip back up north over the next few days. I'm kind of scared about going back actually, I'm going back to a lot more meetings and decisions and a lot is going to be going on to really solidify this decision! It's crazy. There has been a lot going on down here regarding plans for Nica which has been kind of stressful, and each day I swear I am in a completely different mood and have NOT stopped thinking, but I'm still trying to take everything in me and focus on cherishing this time with my family and friends. Plus, it's been really nice to get out all of my screams and laughter on crazy rides at the different parks we've been at :) The margaritas and comfort food have helped too!! ;)
I have been experiencing some oppression which I'm trying to remind myself is sort of a good thing, that always means God's going to do something incredible, which I already knew! I already realize this, I wish oppression didn't have to come along with that lesson though!!
Well, I'm super tired, so I'm headed to bed, just wanted to share a little about where I am at the moment emotionally :) God is still good, and I'm headed to Disneyland tomorrow with some awesome people, therefore I am doing good.
Oh! And I got my first dedicated monthly supporter!!!! So here I go! I am continuing down this journey no matter how my emotions swing back and forth, God is always the same and is more than capable of carrying out his plan no matter what mood I'm in. I just hope that I can always be a good representative of Christ and not turn anyone off from Him.
Goodnight :)
